The feeling of not being in control. The feeling of time just passing by.
I get stressed out because I want forever.
I don’t know what will happen. Is there going to be nothing or is everything going to be new?
I just know I would never want to be someone else.
I would never want my battles to be different because they have made me into who I am today.
I would never want to be without these loving people I have around me.
I really do appreciate every bad and good thing in my life so much. It has helped me grow, and I do feel grateful for the person I’ve become so far and how my eyes see the world.
I don’t know what’s to come, but even though my life will change – I will still be me and I know I will keep the people I love in my life. It’s what I’ve been doing since I started living.
So I think it’s a scary feeling.
Not having forever.
Am I being greedy? Yes, probably.
Does it make me appreciate every day more? Yes, hopefully.
So I try to look around. I see what I have at this moment – and I feel so happy.
I might go chasing for different things, but never would I go chasing for different people. You only have this one life to keep them with you – and damn if I ever let them go.
I’m keeping them with me.
Was so nice to go out and finally see some of my old friends again ❤ Especially seeing how excited everyone was about meeting Dan. Made me so happy!
Today we slept in, me longer than him, and then had some not nice boiled eggs he made, haha. At least he tried.
Weather’s really bad today so we’re just chilling inside with Netflix, and soon we’ll go shop to buy some snacks and then go gym tonight. Such a cozy Monday ❤
Some snapshots from last night! It’s so nice being back together and just having fun. The place we went to was really chill so today we’re going to a more dress-up kinda club.
We just got back from eating at the vegan place again (called Loving Hut – it’s sooo good!!) and now we’re going to just chill before we will start getting ready. Wish I could stay for a bit longer, the weather will be so nice next week!
Right now I’m at my gate at the airport and just waiting to board! Can’t wait to be back in Norway ❤
For the weekend I’m staying in Oslo with my friends, and on Monday I’ll be going home for real – Bodø. North in Norway. Dan will also come later on Monday and we’ll stay there for about a month – with plans on going to at least one other place in Norway as well. I’ll tell you of course! And I’m also thinking of making a video of our time back home.
The only bad thing is I’m STILL ill. Driving me crazy. Hopefully today is the last day like this…
Anyways – I’ll put my laptop down and get ready for boarding. See you in Oslo!