Hey guys! Finished editing the vlog yesterday, so here it is! Hope you like it.
My outfit from one of the days back home at the festival! I remember I used to hate that colour, but I guess things change. Both the denim jacket and shorts are vintage from a random market in London, which I love! Especially the fact that I haven’t seen anyone else with the exact same ones, which is one of the main reasons why I like going to markets looking for clothes.
I still feel like the summer went by way too fast, and that I really didn’t get to enjoy it properly because it never felt like summer. Then again when I look at photos like this it makes me realise I did have a nice summer, and I’ll keep some amazing memories from it ❤
After a short and nice, but tiring weekend back home I’m now back in London. Not enough sleep mixed with alcohol doesn’t always go well with me. I have always had a need to take enough time for myself when it comes to sleep and getting things done, as well as just relaxing because I do stress too much, so it’s important for me to have a “break” once in a while. And when that doesn’t happen I basically get ill, like I have been all day. That mixed with traveling is not a good mix.
But – I must say it was worth it. It’s been such a great weekend, and I’ll keep the nice memories!
Now I’m very ready to start a new week, new job as a hostess, and just work even harder! Also so good to see Dan again ❤ He makes me feel at home even though I just left. I remember Caitlin saying “the traveler found a home” when we started getting more serious. It’s kinda cute? If you like those cheesy things 🙂 Now we’ll go to the shop then fall asleep watching something.
Last day of the festival is over, and I don’t mind to be honest. It was fun and nice to hang out with my friends again, but I also see how I have changed and I don’t mind going home a bit earlier because I’m only there to meet my friends anyways, not to stay out until morning.
I know that if I kept doing what I used to it wouldn’t ever bring me anything positive because of where I am in my life right now. It comes to a point in the night where I’ll let my friends do their thing and let them have the convos with the cute guys they saw or let them listen to the ridiculous pick up lines some guys come up with, because they should also have those moments – but I realise that I don’t feel like there’s anything for me obviously because of where I am just now in my life.
I think at times you will feel the need to focus on yourself as well. You should. That can also be a reason as to why you feel like you want to step out of situations that you usually experience when you chose to stick around or just stay around certain people. The situations you witness at times can make you question people. And I think you should.
You want to be a responsible and good person? That is something you will prove true or false by just being you and what type of situations you put yourself in.
At times I feel so frustrated and hopeless for certain people to ever understand the importance of respecting the ones you keep close. When I see and experience how some people act. It’s actually weird because after this weekend I could give so many different examples.
I think the main thing is to remember yourself and who you want to be.
Then again I also see and experience so many amazing people giving the perfect example of being a respectful and genuine good person, it’s just less of them it seems like unfortunately.
So if you got one I hope you give them back what they deserve, and if you can’t do that I hope you can let someone else do that.
Few pics of me and Mathilde when we were pre-drinking yesterday, trying to keep the sun away from our faces, haha. Was really good yesterday, and weather sooo perfect! Nice to meet so many people as well ❤
Mathilde has already started getting ready for day 2, while I’m struggling a bit more… How did I do this for two weeks when I was russ?? Anyways I’ll just have to start I guess, we are already missing out on a bit because we needed some more time today, haha.
I’ll show you more photos later!