personal · Thoughts

Can I Get Forever?

The feeling of not being in control. The feeling of time just passing by.

I get stressed out because I want forever.

I don’t know what will happen. Is there going to be nothing or is everything going to be new?

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I just know I would never want to be someone else.

I would never want my battles to be different because they have made me into who I am today.

I would never want to be without these loving people I have around me.

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I really do appreciate every bad and good thing in my life so much. It has helped me grow, and I do feel grateful for the person I’ve become so far and how my eyes see the world.

I don’t know what’s to come, but even though my life will change – I will still be me and I know I will keep the people I love in my life. It’s what I’ve been doing since I started living.

So I think it’s a scary feeling.

Not having forever.

Am I being greedy? Yes, probably.

Does it make me appreciate every day more? Yes, hopefully.

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So I try to look around. I see what I have at this moment – and I feel so happy.

I might go chasing for different things, but never would I go chasing for different people. You only have this one life to keep them with you – and damn if I ever let them go.

I’m keeping them with me.

Outfit · personal · Photographs · photoshoot

Challenge Turned Wrong

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I love the light in these pictures! Was literally standing right opposite the sun and it was so difficult to keep my eyes open. Really happy it came out for some hours yesterday though, seems like the summer has disappeared a bit here in Norway. Not in London I’ve noticed…

Anyways – the craziest thing happened yesterday, and I got so scared. Like I told you guys Dan and I did a challenge for you guys that will be out soon. Guess what? I ended up at the ER (emergency room) and an ambulance had to come get me at home… Let’s just say it wasn’t the smartest thing to do. You’ll know more when the challenge is out!

personal · Thoughts · traveling

Me And Him

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I love these photos of us ❤ My mom has for sure learned some photography skills from taking photos of me for so many years.

I feel so grateful for having this guy in my life – and I think it’s so strange how I would’ve never have met him if I didn’t take that big chance by moving to London. It’s also strange to me how easy it’s always been for me to be myself around him, and how he gets on so well with the people that means the world to me and that I’ve always had in my life. We understand each other so well even though we are from completely different places and have had different lives – even though there’s still these things that makes us so alike. We both try to be the best we can be for each other, but also motivate one another to work hard and see our own potential. It’s so important.

We argue and fight, but that’s what happens when you love someone like that. I don’t ever think it’s healthy to never argue because it’s not real. You’re never going to agree with everything, and it’s a sign of love to me – I can’t just let something pass or not tell people I love what’s on my mind. That’s why you argue with the ones you care about.

So don’t ever think nothing good will come out of taking big chances, because the truth is you never know.

personal · poem · Thoughts

It’s A Two Way Thing

Sometimes it’s ok to keep giving.

Sometimes you need to take a step back and take a look at who you’re giving so much to.

To see if they know what they’re getting.

How much.

Sometimes you need to take a step back and remind yourself what you’re worth.

To see if they appreciate.

How much.

I admire people who can see that.

Who can see what you go through for their happiness.

Who wants to go through the same for your happiness.

Sometimes it’s ok to stop giving.

– Marte Fredriksen

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personal · Thoughts

Always And Forever

you can’t really explain it

can you

knowing that

no matter what

you will always

always

have that

one

person

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we can’t really explain it

can we

going through life

side by side

even though we’re

miles from miles

away

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sometimes

we’re side by side

once again

for real

and it’s the same

like

always and

forever

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