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Pictures From My Tough Time In Modeling

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This is some of the professional photos I took from my first trip to Athens. I remember how freezing cold I was and how I just wanted to go back to the modeling apartment and put my hoodie on and drink some hot tea… When I look at these pics I feel pain. I wanna hug that girl and tell her that “Yes, you do have problems right now. This is not normal and you know it deep down but you just don’t want to realise. Going down this road is making you so unhappy and ruining all the reasons why you started in the first place. You are beautiful and all you ever need to do is be yourself. Do that and see how life will change for you.”

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I remember I used to love this pic. I was so tiny šŸ˜­ This was in Milano though, I had actually gained some weight and thought I was going in the right direction even though I hadn’t made that big changes…

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Still in Milano – look how huge my head is compared to my little body. It’s crazy what you can’t see until later.

So there’s some pics for you as well. I have “worse” but tbh I don’t like looking at them. It’s like I was brainwashed and had no way of seeing the reality of what I was doing to my body. If you want to know more about this whole story with modeling just watch my videos about it here šŸ‘‡šŸ¼

This is me now – both proffesional pics and then just me. 

Photo on 11-09-17 at 21.44 #2IMG_7371

Happy and strong ā¤

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